Senin, 01 April 2013

Hakikat sebuah cinta

Lalu tersentak diriku sedari lamunan, 
 kini sebenarny aku telah kau tinggalkan..
. Aku adalah insan yg tak punya, 
 kilauan emas permata... 
Lalu kucoba menaburi cinta,
 bagimu tiada nilainya...
 Tiada harta hanya
cinta...

Selasa, 19 Maret 2013

Zhiva,
Meskipun hal2 buruk telah terjadi diantara kita akhir2 ini.
Aku selalu bersyukur atas hadirnya kamu dalam hidupku selama 12 tahun terakhir.
 Aku bersyukur telah tumbuh menjadi lebih dewasa bersama kamu. Dewasa dalam iman, pekerjaan dan keluarga.
 Aku bersyukur atas hadiah yg tidak ternilai dari kamu, yaitu hadirnya 3 anak2 yg cantik dan ganteng. Anak2 yang pintar, sopan dan membahagiakan setiap moment dalam hidupku. Anak2 yang takut akan Tuhan, yg dalam beberapa situasi, aku malah belajar dari mereka.

Zhiva, saat ini aku sedang mendengarkan khotbah pendeta yg sedang membicarakan pandangan Kristen tentang perceraian.... Ironis sekali bagiku, krn ditempat yg sama 26 agustus 2000, pendeta Agus mengajarkan kita ttg pernikahan menurut kristen, kemudian diikuti oleh sumpah setia diantara kita berdua.

Malam ini, untuk pertama kalinya kita berada ditempat terpisah dan tanpa perayaan syukur bersama keluarga. Tp doaku selalu bersamamu.

Akupun telah belajar untuk mengenal keadaan. Rasa sesalku adalah bukan terhadap perceraian yg terjadi, tapi sikap bermusuhan yg tengah terjadi diantara kita.
Sampai kapan kita membiarkan hal ini terjadi terus?
Apakah ini adalah contoh yg terbaik yg kita bisa berikan kepada anak2 dan adik2 kita?
Dimana tanggung jawab kita sbg orang tua dan anak tertua dalam keluarga.

Jujur aku gak tau apa yg sedang terjadi dan bagaimanakah semua ini akan berakhir. Walaupun ego-ku berkata hal2 yg negative, tp hatiku tetap mencintaimu.

Good bye my lover, my friend. U had been the one for me.... (James Blunt)

Christob's











Kebetulan aku teringat kesalahanku kpd kamu. Sewaktu kamu jemput aku dr singapore... Aku terlalu kasar sama kamu. Maaf ya.

Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

-----Original Message-----
From: Christobs
Date: Sun, 26 Aug 2012 14:32:47

Jumat, 08 Maret 2013

anything Could Happent Stripped to the waist We fall into the river Cover your eyes So you don't know the secret I've been trying to hide We held our breath To see our names are written On the wreck of '86 That was the year I knew the panic was over Yes since we found out Since we found out That anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could After the war we said we'd fight together I guess we thought that's just what humans do Letting darkness grow As if we need its palette and we need its colour But now I've seen it through And now I know the truth That anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could Baby, I'll give you everything you need I'll give you everything you need, oh I'll give you everything you need But I don't think I need you Stripped to the waist We fall into the river Cover your eyes So you don't know the secret I've been trying to hide We held our breath To see our names are written On the wreck of '86 That was the year I knew the panic was over Yes since we found out Since we found out That anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be But I don't think I need you But I don't think I need you But I don't think I need you Send "Anything Could Happen" Ringtone to your Cell If you believe the Ellie Goulding Anything Could Happen lyrics are not correct you can correct them Anything could happen Anything could After the war we said we'd fight together I guess we thought that's just what humans do Letting darkness grow As if we need its palette and we need its colour But now I've seen it through And now I know the truth That anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could Baby, I'll give you everything you need I'll give you everything you need, oh I'll give you everything you need But I don't think I need you Stripped to the waist We fall into the river Cover your eyes So you don't know the secret I've been trying to hide We held our breath To see our names are written On the wreck of '86 That was the year I knew the panic was over Yes since we found out Since we found out That anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could happen Anything could I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be I know it's gonna be But I don't think I need you But I don't think I need you But I don't think I need you

Senin, 26 November 2012

ARIO BAYU PUTRO





I'm caught in the midst of your caution
 You breathe and I exhale
 If there's one thing I would clarify
 One little thing I would justify Is my love for you
 My love for you... I can go the distance 
I can be your choice
 I will be your medicine 
 Just when you need more...
 If loving is your target 
Then aim yourself at me 
Cause I can go the distance 
If you believe...
 If you believe...-
For my love.

Tentang As Hati


Dia muncul dan ada. 
Menyelamatkan aku yg berada di ambang kekalahan. 
Ketika kartu ini jelek terbayang akan kekalahanku dalam permainan ini. 


Tetapi ini bukan permainan. 
Nilai yang sangat tinggi dan berbentuk hati dan melambangkan cinta.. 



Iya.. Dirimu yang selalu ada di depanku. Belum banyak tatapan yg kau berikan. 
Tapi berikan arti yang menjadikannya sebuah cerita, di dalam hati. 
Ya,, hanya cerita untukku sendiri.. 



Tentang As Hati hanyalah sebuah kiasan. Hanya untukku dan dia. 
Aku yang memulai dan biarlah dia yang merasakannya dengan sendirinya, hanya sebuah impian, bangunkan aku jika dia memang ada untukku.. 



Impian yang ingin kujadikan kenyataan. 
Aku ingin menang dari kekalahan ini.. 



About Ace of my Heart.. (By me) 
#yourhighness 



2 December 2013, 23:56 

Kamis, 25 Oktober 2012

only you matthew perryman jones

How can I forget you Memories come and go You're all I've ever wanted You're all I've ever known Can I be happy Living with your ghost The pictures tell the story I took them off the wall It's hard enough to get through I still can feel the fall Do you even think of me at all? I want you Only you (repeats) I could start it over And find somebody new A beautiful distraction Just a hand to hold on to But if you ask me Would that love be true? I want you Only you (repeats) I wanna taste you again Like a secret or a sin Breathin' out breathin in There is no one else for me But you Only you I want you Only you (I want you)

Rabu, 24 Oktober 2012

its not goodbye

And what if I never kiss your lips again Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace How would I ever go on Without you there's no place to belong Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart So I'll just have to believe Somewhere out there you thinking of me Until the day I'll let you go Until we say our next hello And what if I never kiss your lips again Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace How would I ever go on Without you there's no place to belong Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart So I'll just have to believe Somewhere out there you thinking of me Until the day I'll let you go Until we say our next hello It's not goodbye 'Til I see you again I'll be right here rememberin' when And if time is on our side There will be no tears to cry On down the road There is one thing I can't deny It's not goodbye You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through And rise above when the rain falls down But it's so hard to be strong When you've been missin' somebody so long It's just a matter of time I'm sure But time takes time and I can't hold on So won't you try as hard as you can To put my broken heart together again Until the day I'll let you go Until we say our next hello It's not goodbye 'Til I see you again I'll be right here rememberin' when And if time is on our side There will be no tears to cry On down the road There is one thing I can't deny It's not goodbye You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through And rise above when the rain falls down But it's so hard to be strong When you've been missin' somebody so long It's just a matter of time I'm sure But time takes time and I can't hold on So won't you try as hard as you can To put my broken heart together again Until the day I'll let you go Until we say our next hello It's not goodbye 'Til I see you again I'll be right here rememberin' when And if time is on our side There will be no tears to cry On down the road There is one thing I can't deny It's not goodbye